The first one is the cover, fabric, iron-ons Donna Downy. I have been feeling kinda blue and I really have alot on my mind. I think alot has to do with my kids getting older. I know alot of parents can't wait for the kids to grow up well not me . I wish they would stay young forever.My kids have been my life and love them dearly. Alot of people know what they want to do when they go off to collage . I just wanted to be a mom. So there will be alot of emotion in my journal pages lately.